Happy 1 year anniversary, boi!!

It's already been a year since we met in that Roblox drawing game, and honestly, I'm really happy that we're still here together after everything that's happened over the past few months. Things haven't always been easy. We've both had our struggles, we've both been busy, and there are days when we don't talk for hours. But that's okay. We have our own lives, and what makes me happy is knowing that even after all that, we're still here. I really admire you, you know that? You're kind, funny, talented, and genuinely one of the sweetest people I've ever met. I'm grateful that you've trusted me with things that aren't always easy to share, and I'm proud of the progress you've made. Even if I don't always say it, I notice it. We've shared so many moments together, and even when we're different in some ways but we both kinda are the same too, we've always found a way to keep talking, laughing, and spending time together. That's something I treasure a lot. You're not just "someone" to me anymore. You're one of the most important people I've met, and I'm really thankful that I got the chance to know you. But there's also something I've wanted to tell you for a long time. A few months after we met, I started realizing that what I felt wasn't just a small thing that would disappear after a while. At first, I was in denial about it. Really, really in denial. But the more time I spent with you, the more I realized what I was wondering were real. It's not just because you make me laugh, or because I enjoy talking to you. It's because of the person you are. The way you listen. The way you care. The way you've been there, even when you didn't know exactly what to say. You're someone I care about deeply, and honestly, that only grew stronger over time. So I guess what I'm trying to say is... Mahal kita, fifi. I'm finally telling you this after liking you for almost a year, But I do have a story on why I didn't confessed to you earlier, I really really wanted to get to know you better before but I guess I was just very afraid that I might hurt you in the process if I do confess early and end up seperating from you, at first I was in total denial about it too like I didn't liked you that much before but actually knowing you more slowly for atleast a year has given me more opportunities for me to recognize on how much I truly like you for the person you are not just personalities but the whole entire thing about you, I really didn't know what to do at first since this is actually the first time I really liked someone this dearly than the others, cause usually I really don't talk allat to people unless I'm interested in something and might yap for a few hours, but realizing that, well I might've been slowly mentioning you to my friends, also realizing that I always ended up yapping about you instead of just telling a few words as usual and get quiet... That's what I always notice about myself, before... I really really didn't know how to properly approach you I'm just an awkward girl as you are and I'm not denying it, but enough about me. This confession is about you not me ok nways, Usually I'm not really interested about love or anything. But dang it dude ever since meeting you I always feel like I'm giving more interest in you other than most people... Really it took me this far way back too long into me realizing I'm just stupidly inlove with you but you ended up with someone.. oops almost yapped about it again ahem, still yeah I know this letter is so long ... Cause this is what I usually do if I'm actually into someone/something yada yada... I write them all with all my heart, messy but still filled with heartfelt messages, I know that you may not like me back, buttt I'm always open for you to decline!! Your answer is your choice and I am ready to face it if it ended up bad, but still I hoped that this little website I made especially just for you made your day atleast, I only wanted to see that smile ... Since knowing that your happiness also is my own happiness. Really, I've watched you grow and develop even learning thing's this whole year and I wouldn't gotten even more prouder for trying your best and and also I REALLLY really love your artworks and everything you do you're so cool and I'm always impressed in everything you do it's so admirable like who wouldn't love the creations you do? You're really great at anything dude and I can't help but feel impressed everytime you send me your lil wips feeling like a VIP treatment everytime ... It's so nice seeing the progress in just a year too, I may not be as good as you are in things but I have my own specialties when it comes to loving someone though! You're a really great person fifi and that's what I've always liked about you, but I'm just a person who falls in love with person every 6 years of her life I still remember the exact date when I realized that I like someone.. yeah bust n sheet it was on mid August.. freakinf sobs, but like notes just wouldn't be enough for me to prove it but just know I've been slowly watching you from a distance, even if sometimes I'm not the perfect person you always don't wanna be with, I'm a complete honest person when it comes to letters, writting every paragraph like it's something to be worth keeping haeaheahe,,,, but still I wouldn't force myself on you fifi. Just like usual I'm willing to wait for you even if it takes time for you to answer me... You don't have to rush yourself, and you don't have to answer immediately. I just wanted to be honest with you about how I feel. No matter what happens, I'm really grateful for this year we've spent together. C'est la vie. I've planned this for atleast 2 months back before,,, yes.. ok this is how dedicated I am ok ok yes I still remember when I wasn't exactly proud of my own art style. There was a point where I genuinely thought about giving up on drawing because no matter how hard I tried, it never felt good enough to me. I kept comparing myself to everyone else, wondering if I was even improving at all. Looking back, I realize I was really close to quitting something I loved. But somehow... that changed because of you. You kept cheering me on, encouraging me to keep going even when I couldn't see any progress in myself. You probably didn't think much of the things you said, maybe they were just simple words to you, but they meant so much more to me than you'll ever know. On days when I doubted myself the most, your support gave me just enough motivation to pick up my pencil again and keep trying. I honestly don't think I would've gotten this far without you being part of that journey. Every improvement I made reminds me of the person who believed in me before I could even believe in myself. I'm genuinely so grateful for everything you've done, even the little things you probably don't even remember saying. They stayed with me. Whoever gets to have you in their life is seriously one of the luckiest people ever. They probably don't even realize how much of an impact you can have on someone just by being yourself. You're the kind of person who makes people want to keep going without even trying. And man... you're so unbelievably sweet too. I genuinely don't understand how someone could ever take advantage of that kindness. You deserve people who appreciate every bit of it, not people who make you question whether you're enough. I swear, I just kept falling harder and harder every single time you'd tell me about even the smallest things happening in your day. It didn't even have to be anything special. You could literally tell me about something random that happened while you were out, something funny you saw online, or just complain about your day, and I'd happily listen to every single word. Like, come on bro... keep yapping. I actually love hearing you talk. Send me random photos. Tell me random stories. Send me long paragraphs, voice messages, dumb memes, or even just a picture of the sky if you feel like it. Write me a letter, rant about something, tell me what made you laugh today....anything. I honestly don't care what it is. I just like hearing about your life because it's *your* life. And if you're too lazy to type sometimes, that's okay too. I wouldn't mind at all. Spam me with calls. Spam me with chats. Send me random messages at the weirdest times. As long as I know it's you, I don't think I'd ever get annoyed. If anything, I'd probably end up smiling every single time. Every time I see your name pop up on my phone—or even just your profile picture—I get this stupid little feeling of excitement that I can't really explain. It's like my day instantly gets a little better because I know it's you. No matter how busy I am or how bad my mood is, seeing a notification from you somehow makes everything feel lighter. You probably don't realize how much your presence means to me, but it really does. Even the smallest interactions with you have a way of making my day, and I don't think I'll ever stop appreciating that.

but ahem... anyways.. once again Happy 1 year!!! ^O^